undreaming

that's what happens when you back a brilliant scientist into a corner

7/15/20 05:50 pm


made by the lovely [info]brs_icons.

nothing here might make much sense. except for the fandom & the porn.

some things are unlocked, others are not. there's no set pattern to them.

fic & related things are posted over in [info]at_the_seaside, unless it's comment fic or rough drafts.

but really, all you have to do is comment & I'll let you in. unless I know you in real life or you're just some kind of creepy asshole or a troll of some kind.

also. I don't like the word emo, I adore glittery things & I like to tell stories about my muses. O, & I obsess heavily, in case you can't tell.

& slash & femmeslash abound here. if you can't take these sorts of things, then perhaps you should be elsewhere.

&;

r e s o u r c e s

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a b o u t m e

7/15/20 05:50 pm


made by the lovely [info]squish_67.

nothing here might make much sense. except for the fandom & the porn.

some things are unlocked, others are not. there's no set pattern to them.

fic & related things are posted over in [info]at_the_seaside, unless it's comment fic or rough drafts.

but really, all you have to do is comment & I'll let you in. unless I know you in real life or you're just some kind of creepy asshole.

also. I don't like the word emo, I adore glittery things & I like to tell stories about my muses. O, & I obsess heavily, in case you can't tell.

& slash & femmeslash abound here. if you can't take these sorts of things, then perhaps you should be elsewhere.

&;

r e s o u r c e s

3/10/08 11:17 pm - (you can't be weak, you can't stand still)

last week♥

- I spent about ten minutes going up & down in one of the best luxury elevators in the city. mostly for pictures, but also because the heights make me feel safer than anywhere else I've been.

- then I slipped into chinatown for a spell to take pictures. & I realised that while I love chinatown in the heat of the afternoon, when the energy is at its highest there, it is even more beautiful in the early morning, where only the true denizens of the district are out, with very few tourists around. it's a subtle magick, but it's still there.

- I wrote river!fic. well, a snippet of river!fic, really. I should go & edit it a bit & post it eventually. river, a friend & riding in a glass elevator. preseries.

- stargate atlantis, 4x22 - the last man )

- I'm halfway through the manga series gals! ran kotobuki = my idol. also, I've started watching the anime of it, which is supergals! ♥♥♥ ran, aya & myiu are so.much.awesome. I can't wait to see the rest of season one!

- the final volume of the drifting classroom is out this month. OMG FINALLY. I NEED TO KNOW HOW THAT SERIES ENDS.

- I also got volume nine of NANA this month.

you're more important than any boyfriend nana! )

- I HAVE A DATE WITH THE BOYTHING THIS WEEKEND!!! yes, I bought a second new skirt for it. now I need to find a top. wheeee, I'm seeing my boything!

- THE ARK OF TRUTH IS OUT TOMORROW & I'M GOING TO SEE ABOUT BUYING IT. ::licks daniel & vala::

- I've been watching the colbert report & I do think I've gone & found my latest obsession. the last few minutes of last week's ep? FTMFW.

& I'm kind of shocked to discover that my mummy likes stephen colbert. she does! & I somehow did not know this.

- I was painfully reminded of why I cannot go out of the house without my hair straightened: IT LOOKS LIKE HERMIONE GRANGER'S HAIR HAD AN AFFAIR WITH COSMO KRAMER'S HAIR & MY HAIR WAS THE RESULT. O.M.G. it is THAT frightening. It's entirely possible I scared small children with it.

- I've become slightly obsessed with getting a pair of loose socks. THESE SOCKS, I WANTS THEM NAO PLZ. BADLY.

- I finally got a flickr! I'm riverdresses over there, so if you have a flickr, please tell me so I can add you!

- I missed this song. I've been listening to it a lot lately. it makes me ruminate of the similarites & differences between simon tam & daniel jackson, which I don't mind doing. & plus, daniel's getting this song in the second part of his mix.

- & I miss firefly. I want some firefly please!

edit: o! & because I forgot this earlier, a meme!

A. List five through ten fandoms.
B. Ask people on your friends list to choose a character from each fandom that they think most resembles you and explain why.
C. Post this in your own LJ, if you like.

1. Stargate SG-1
2. Stargate Atlantis
3. Firefly
4. Supernatural
5. Seinfeld
(if anyone goes with number five, THERE WILL BE COOKIES.)

2/25/08 11:02 pm - (the beauty of her & her electric light)

the changing light at San Francisco
is none of your East Coast light
none of your
pearly light of Paris
The light of San Francisco
is a sea light
an island light

and the light of the fog
blanketing the hills
drifting in at night
through the Golden Gate
to lie on the city at dawn

and then the halcyon late mornings
after the fog burns off
and the sun paints white houses
with the sea light of Greece
with sharp clean shadows
making the town look like it had just been painted

but the wind comes up at four o'clock
sweeping the hills
and then the veil of early evening
and then another scrim
when the night fog
floats in
and in that vale of light
the city drifts
anchorless upon the ocean.


The Changing Light by Lawrence Ferlinghetti



lately I've been wishing for a name change. Halcyon. Firefly. Sunday. I don't know why. Elizabeth-Betsy is a perfectly good name. One's the name of a girl in skirts spending days in libraries, reading original French novels from the twenties, the other a glimmer of Lolita-flavoured sunshine sitting on a picnic blanket on warm spring days. Both very different, but very sweet girls.

I'm not sure what sort of girls Halcyon, Firefly & Sunday would be. Perhaps I just don't know.

I want to go thrifting sometime soon. I want to buy&make & redesign clothes into pretty date-outfits & awesome everyday wear. I hate most of my clothes now. I want pretty, crazy, wild, vaguely sexy clothes. a lot of my clothes are dull & somewhat uncomfortably tight. Fun when you're in highschool. not so fun when you don't gave to keep up silly little 'appearances' in your own life.

& this article by [info]galadarling is amazing: umbrella lurve! only she could write such amazing snippets about people who own certain types of umbrellas. (& I totally want to buy the birdcage bubble umbrella. & look at the swarovski crystal-splashed umbrella!!)

am also texting with my boyshape right now. he has a cold, sadly. but I told him I'm going to bring him some tea when I see him in two weeks - he likes tea like I do! I do wish I didn't have to wait two weeks to see him again. (he's very busy with school & dance, so I must be patient.)

& lastly: capital letters are silly. very, very silly. I hope my lack of capitals won't bother anyone!

& do you know, I hate the lower case 'I'. I think it looks awful in anything. so I always capitalise them. but in general, Betsy does not enjoy capital letters. Except for 'I' & the 'B' in my name.

2/22/08 11:54 pm - (you're beautiful. And your boss is an ASSHOLE!)

Um, so, Kindred. Just one thing, if you please.

Stargate Atlantis 4.18 - The Kindred (part one) )

OMG [info]colonel_taisa, WHY ARE YOU NOT ON RIGHT NOW, I NEED TO SQUEE & FLAIL LIKE DRUNKEN!RODNEY AT YOU.

In other Stargate fandom-ish news, I had a dream this morning that consisted entirely of Daniel Jackson & Carolyn Lam in the same bed & making out with each other while Tori Amos' song Code Red played in the background. I woke up & I was all '. . . Okay, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT.' I haven't watched any SG-1 for a while, so yeah, RANDOM DREAM. But Daniel & Carolyn lip-locking is good! Um, kind of.

& in regular life news, I'm seeing the boyshape at noon on Sunday. Still very panicky. But am also buying new skirt at Victoria's Secret that I saw & fell in love with this week. Rain's predicted for the weekend. Possibly apocalyptic, Genii-coming-to-visit style rain. Love that kind! Am also hoping to borrow ten dollars from my mother for train ticket & other date-type expenses.

I have a date-type thing with a boy I have a relationship-type thing happening with. WHEEEE!

2/16/08 01:43 am - (a six-pack of Coke & a bottle of Jack)

Okay. So I don't do squee posts/episode recaps anymore because min e SUCK TO THE NINTH LEVEL OF HELL & BACK, but here are just a coup0le of things about Midway that I loved.

Stargate Atlantis 4.17 - Midway )

So! While waiting for Midway, I watched Trio, which I missed last week, due to my own laziness & Seinfeld marathons. As I watched, I flipped about during commercials & found a nice, odd, interesting film with James Spader in it.

Betsy: "Ooo, James Spader!" ::watches during commercials::
Betsy: ::catches a scene in which James Spader makes out with another guy::
Betsy: ::DEAD FROM THE HOT::

. . . I got David Hewlett & James Spader making out with guys in ONE NIGHT. NOTHING CAN TOP THAT. Unless it was David Hewlett making out with James Spader, of course . . .

Whee, it was a nice Friday today. While waiting for the bus, I poked my nose into a couple of shops in the Haight & in one, I found several BEAUTIFUL & PERFECTLY RIVER dresses on sale in sizes that may actually fit me! They aren't yellow, but OMG they are just LOVELY. (also, I saw something I want to send you, [info]elite.) I think I'm going to go back there tomorrow & buy one. Also, the weather was so nice & I got to wear one of my lovely riverdresses!

Hmm . . . I swear, I actually had something to say, but apparently, I don't anymore. So let's have a meme I stole from [info]pocky_slash.

fic survey of dooooooooom. )

Okay, that came out a little more depressing than I meant it to. & GODDAMN, THAT'S A LOT OF TAGS.

2/7/08 10:17 am - Voice Post

2/5/08 11:49 pm - (I'm calling to you throughout the world)

MEOW! Okay, so technically, I'm a bit early, but it's already tomorrow in some parts of the world, so it's all good!

What am I talking about, some of you may ask me?

Well, in a half-hour, it'll be my BIRTHDAY! I'll be turning the filler age nineteen this year! ONE YEAR FROM TWENTY OMG YAYZ!

So, in honor of this occasion, I'm throwing a COMMENT/SPAMMING/BIRTHDAY PARTY! I'm sure everyone knows how this goes, but just in case?


LADIES & GENTLEMEN, YOU MAY NOW BEGIN SPAMMING ME WITH EVERY SINGLE FRAKKING THING YOU CAN POSSIBLY THINK OF. ANYTHING. EVERYTHING.

I MEAN anything & everything folks! Especially music! MUSIC IS VERY GOOD. SO ARE PICSPAMS & COMMENT!FIC. I want a nice full inbox tomorrow night & I KNOW you guys can totally do that.

SO! Let's have fun & celebrate . . . SPAM! & comment parties, because COMMENT PARTIES ARE WIN, NO MATTER WHAT THE OCCASION.

Ready? Get set . . . SPAM AWAY, PEOPLE! ::squeezes flist super tightly::

(& should you want to . . . text me! Or, leave me a voicemail!)

2/1/08 01:36 am - (if I give you sugar, will you give me something elusive & tempory?)

Downpouring here in Middle Lantea today. Not the apocalyptic rain of before, but it still makes me happy!

OMG BIRTHDAY IS RIDICULOUSLY CLOSE OMGYAY. ::does a spazzy little dance of happy::

& speaking of birthday, I have a little tale to speak of! You see, I'm in the bookshop at the mall everyday. Not because I work there, but because I like being there & reading. Well, there's this fellow who is quite friendly to me & always makes a bit of time to talk to me when he sees me. Well, today, I was sitting in the stacks, flipping through a manga that I had illegally opened & a Postsecret book & he came by (for maybe the second time?) & said hello & such. Then he asked me what day my birthday was on. (it's next Wednesday) Then he said he'd thought it was on a Friday so he could maybe ask me out for a coffee.

. . . I think I was just asked out. (this is how bad I am with dating & such - I barely know when I'm being asked out!) Was I?

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

But enough about my boring real life! Let's talk about something fun . . . or rather, look at something fun, namely, a Kissing!Daniel picspam! This was a spam I promised [info]lost_little_nat AGES ago but have been a bit lazy on doing. But now, I've done it! I do hope you all enjoy it - it's Daniel Jackson lip-locking with chicks! (& one pic of him & Jack where I SWEAR, they look like they're about to kiss. I SAY IT COUNTS.)

& as usual, all my caps are from Stargate Caps since I can't cap my own things, alas!

♥ NOT DIAL-UP FRIENDLY! ♥


your eyelashes sparkle like gilded grass & your lips are sweet & slippery like a cherub's bare wet ass )

Whee! Off to answer comments & find a cold refreshment now - but you can all expect a Bondage!Daniel picspam sometime in the near future!

1/28/08 11:51 pm

First off: [info]monkeyman, I got your package! ::tackleglomps:: Thank you SO SO much for my lovely ornament & all of those lovely sweetheart candies! (I love them, I will not lie!) & I was quite enamored of the wrapping - you remembered my love for all things cherry print! I had to open it really carefully so I could save it, you know. But OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH! ::glomp::

♥♥♥

Um. Folkies, loves, snugglebears & fangirls.

Guess who has a birthday coming up in . . . eight days?

Why yes, it's the Betsyshaped thing! Yes, my nineteenth birthday is coming up next month on the sixth. Meow, another year, another age, but teehee, I'm not so anxious about it anymore. Mostly because I'm getting a new phone that I'm really excited about, buuuuut . . . Whee, one year closer to being twenty! Gah, I'm so old.

But yes indeed! I can has birthday next month! ::bounces about::

♥♥♥

O.my.god. you won't believe what I managed to make myself do today. I went up to Anubis Warpus to get a couple of zines, one of which I'm sending to [info]monkeyman & one I've been wanting to read for a couple of weeks. Since I found out that they do sell zines, I've been wanting to ask how they take them, but I've been a little too shy/intimidated to do so. But when I was in there, a couple of guys came in & one of them was dropping off his zine. I hung around for a bit & then when I went to pay, I finally just asked how they took zines. Surprisingly, it was easier than I thought & I wound up giving the nice fellow behind the counter three copies of my second issue.

I'M BEING SOLD IN A REAL BRICK&MORTAR STORE HERE IN SAN FRANCISCO.

PEOPLE CAN ACTUALLY BUY MY ZINES IN A REAL SHOP.

I AM SO VERY PLEASED WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW.

♥♥♥

Tonight's been a nice night. I washed my hair, painted my toesies up nicely & am about to straighten my hair out, all while watching Stargate SG-1. (yes, I'm studying Vala's hairstyles while drooling over her & Cameron. O, GOOD NIGHT. ::licks Vala & Cam:: DUDE, THAT ACCENT. ME.OW.)

& speaking of hair & Vala Mal Doran, this morning I was talking to my mummycat & we got on the topic of Amy Winehouse & her AWESOME hair. Now, i don't listen to Amy Winehouse (yet), but I've heard some of Back to Black on [info]yasolo's iPod & I think her hair & tattoos are FUCKING AWESOME. So I asked Mother if she thought she could try giving me either Amy Winehouse or Aeryn Sun hair for my birthday. Then I brought up how similar I thought Amy Winehouse looked to Claudia Black & showed her a couple of pictures. She agreed!

(& in the same vein, I've always felt that Amanda Tapping looked a bit like Liz Phair, but that could totally just be me.)

Going to play with Vala!piggytails tomorrow - I kind of failed at them today. I blame my lack of visual aids, my hair in general & the timeframe I was working in. Also need to pay a visit to my stylist soon to get the bleached bits of my bangs chopped off.

Watching Bounty now & meeeeeep, I am so in love with this ep & Vala's hair in it! She's got PERFECT Gal hair, as agreed upon by both myself & [info]lost_little_nat.

OMG I NEED SOME CAM/VALA NOW.

♥♥♥

Okay folks. Perfect Riverdress, am I right?

Yes it has no back. BUT. It's almost the exact colour of her Miranda dress & if I remember right, she DID wear a backless dress toward the end of Serenity. Hmm.

Okay, off to straighten my hair! ::flies away::

1/18/08 04:41 pm

So.

Five hours until SGA tonight. This is WIN of most EPIC porportions.

O, & by the way?

'I don't care for tights' she says )

1/10/08 10:44 pm - (if you want a fashion show, I'll walk on your block)

I did it! I finally did it! I completed issue two of riverdresses! After almost six months, it's done! & yes, as we speak, I'm typing up more articles for issue three, which has its front & back cover already made. I AM WIN, GO MEEEEEEE.

Ahem. So, for my newer friends, let me do a quick bit of explanaiton: I do a perzine called riverdresses. I've had one issue out & am now ready to put out my second issue, so I thought I'd drop a line here at good ol' [info]lost_her_sway to see if anyone was interested in buying or trading something for a copy!

Here are the specifics:

♥ Eighteen pages in black & white

♥ a piece on how much fun I had going to Serenity last June which featured here as well

♥ It's a dollar for trade, two dollars if one is outside the U.S., or I'll take a pretty mixtape or a pretty set of stickers if you'd rather send me something like that! Just mention in the comments that you'd prefer to trade & we can talk.

♥ This is the big note: As of right now, I only have fifteen issues printed. If I run out, I will make more, but it won't be until sometime next month - I'll mention here if I run out, but you can still request copies, but it'll some time before you receive it.

I'm screening comments on this post so if you are interested, you can leave me your mailing address, or you can send it to absinthe.ophelia@gmail.com. Just make sure you mention your LJ name if you send me an e-mail please! I'm also leaving this post open in case anyone on my flist has people on their flist that might be interested in this.

Also? Kathleen Hanna with Le Tigre = fucking awesome.

1/1/08 01:51 am

♥ ♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR MY DARLINGS! ♥ ♥

I'm really quite exhausted, though I didn't actually DO anything to ring in the new year, except drink a SHITLOAD of sparkling apple cider.

Did finish the last four eps of season ten of SG-1. I've a lot - or a few things - to say about it, especially Unending, but here are three short notices.

- VALA IS STILL MY GODDESS.

- Daniel made me cry, curse his very existence, then burst into tears of PURE HAPPINESS IN ONE SCENE. (I'm sure everyone will guess what scene it is if you know me!) I didn't realise how cruel Daniel could be. (I LIKE IT. Um, kind of. Okay, not really, but it's still a very sexy side of him . . . okay, shutting up now.)

- ::giggles:: Vala & Sam have girls' nights in & girls' days out! SQUEE! ::bounces up & down::

Also, er, um, there may be an actual Talk Of Vaguely Sad Things post soon. Just to give everyone advance notice so they can hide & pretend they don't know me.

I NEED NEW DANIEL ICONS. & VALA ICONS. & WTF WHY DON'T I HAVE ANY DAMN CAMERON ICONS?

12/29/07 12:54 am - (I feel that you should know I have an empty soul)

Memes, for Betsybop is bored & procrastinating on hopping into the bath. YAY!

2007 fandom meme )

& this one I ganked from [info]shini02

If I were in a fandom, who would you ship me with? go ahead and list more than one if you want - in fact, PLEASE DO.

Come on, folks, show me what you've got!

--------

I need to start packing up all of my stuff for moving into my new room. Blaaaaaaaaaaaah, I am a lazy little miss, yes, I know. A very lazy little miss! O sigh.

Also, the song Sex Type Thing by the Stone Temple Pilots totally reminds me of Cameron. As in, it's a fabbyfab song for him, but I totally think he'd listen to it, probably while driving down the highway. ::sighs:: O, Cameron.

Is LJ being evil & not sending anyone else comment notifications? ::hits LJ:: I WANT MY COMMENTS PLZ.

& not too surprisingly, I'm having my last shopping dilemma of the year! Although I LITERALLY just solved it by looking at Amazon - I've decided that I'm going to buy myself the complete series of Stargate SG-1 as an early birthday gift next month - my birthday's in February, for those that didn't know! At the Virgin Megastore in downtown San Francisco, it was over three hundred dollars. BUT! on Amazon, it's only over a hundred dollars. I can afford that! Plus, I can also buy myself some pretty new pants & undergarments & maybe some books!

I'm vaguely excited for New Year's - my New Year's Eve will be spent with the last bottle of sparkling apple cider & the last four episodes of season ten of SG-1. I have to admit, I'm a bit excited, but after that - waaaaaaa, no more Daniel & Vala! (well, at least until The Ark of Truth & Continuum come out, anyway.)

Okay. bathtime now. ::frolics off::

12/26/07 10:47 pm - (we were born to fuck each other one way or another)

::glomps her flist very hard:: O, happy Christmas to every one of you! I hope you all had a fabulous, wonderful, shiny, sparkly & fun-filled winter holiday of your choice! I had quite a nice Christmas actually & today was rather nice too.

Christmas!

- I actually slept for once on Christmas Eve - I generally don't, because I'm so excited, but I did this time! Woke up at four & had to wait until seven to get to my gifts, but I got to wake Mummy up with a meow!

- I got a LOT of stuff, srsly - I couldn't even SIT in front of the tree, there was that much stuff! So I sat on the bed & YAY HAD CHRISTMAS.

- My father didn't come by, which made it even better - he tends to make ANYTHING joyous fall flat in TWENTY seconds of being near him on a holiday. He did get me good things though! & he even got something for my kittyfluffy!

- What DID I get? Well, here's my list!

- A Hello Kitty bathmat which I'm going to use for a shoe mat in my new room
- Hello Kitty light strings for new room - PINK!
- A NEW DVD PLAYER YAYZ
- season nine of Seinfeld on DVD (OMG EVEN MORE YAYZ!)
- a lovely green digital camera from my pappy that I was TOTALLY drooling over at Target
- Hello Kitty bedding! PINK FLANNEL GIRLISH!KITTY!BEDDING!
- A pink Hello Kitty body pillow
- a regular Hello Kitty pillow
- a Sleepy!Hello!Kitty stuffie! It's Sleepover!Hello Kitty!
- a cute purple bag styled like my Timbuk2 bag, but in purple & black & it may possibly be able to carry River. YAY!
- a bunch of cute & pretty clothes & a LOVELY blue dress that I can't wait to wear!
- a picture card for new camera - TWO GB BIG. (my old one was only sixty-two MB)
- TEA in the cutest stacking arrangement! Mmmm, the lemon jasmine is my favourite!
- a cuter little Hello Kitty mug with a lid
- THE HELLO KITTY TOASTER. Yes, I KNEW I was getting it, but still - IT'S SO CUTE! We however, have yet to USE it.
- Cute Hello Kitty headphones that match Dean's case! (Dean being my black iPod & eee, I love him so!)
- a Hello Kitty clock
- a SECOND Hello Kitty blanket that I already have, but I don't mind - more Hello Kitty pretties!
- a cool alarm clock that attaches to Dean so he can STILL be my alarm clock!
- a lovely deck of tarot cards
- Waitress on DVD! NATHAN OMG YAY!
- a cute calender
- a snuggly white bathrobe which I REALLY wanted
- fuzzy pink Mary-Jane styled slippers!
- Fifty dollars to spend on music at the iTunes store!
- lots & lots of stuff in my stocking, which included, but is not limited to: Hello Kitty stationary, notebooks, candy, bubbles, hair accessories & such.

(yes, I am HORRENDOUSLY spoiled, I know! ::giggleblushes::)

& on the LJ front, I got a Sam/Daniel sex-in-front-of-Sam's-Christmas-tree!smutlet from [info]rolleson - Keeping Quiet For Christmas, Sam/Daniel, NC-17. SQUEE SAM/DANIEL CHRISTMAS PORN! ::does a happy smutty dance of JOY::

My kittyfluffy got a cute hairbrush that he likes - at least when my mummy uses it on him, I haven't yet! Mummy got a big purse from my aunt, a new iRobot vacuum cleaner, books from my brother, a sweater from my aunt & some bath stuffs - she was quite happy with her vacuum cleaner! (I gave her my gift a few weeks ago, you know!)

So I spent the morning trying to go back to sleep, watching A Christmas Story with Mummeh & trying to watch the SG-1 marathon. (boo, I didn't get to, but I'm all good - I got to see Vala!boobies for a bit! Also a nice present, you see!) Then around three, we went over to my aunt & uncle's place for Christmas dinner & family revelry. From them, I got a cute denim&Japanese print wallet, a mug with CANDY in it, a Hello Kitty tree ornament (which I am SO leaving up all year long!) & a CUTE little puppy stuffie, which I can't decide what to name - Cameron's a cute name for a puppy, yes? Or Jackson . . . ::shifty eyes:: I also watched the guys play Halo 3 & Rock Band - THAT I LOVE, but only because I got to sing for some of it.

& [info]laii, I wore my Jayne hat over there! It was quite well liked, though no one knew its significance, alas. O, well!

Today

Today was equally as nice - I laid in bed until five & ate food still IN BED (lately I'm eating breakfast in bed - SO nice!), then toddled out into a freezing cold house. BUT! Guess what was on the Lifetime channel? Under The Mistletoe with Jaime Ray Newman & Michael Shanks! I actually screamed 'OMG STOP RIGHT THERE & PUT IT BACK ON!' when Mother flipped by it. She did, but whined & said 'O, I'm not leaving it on!' but she DID & I basically got Michael Shanks for Christmas. & she actually liked it too, even though she was GONE for what was left of it. She thinks Michael's cute. (HEE, WIN!) & I liked it myself, but only for the pretty & OMG NISHA, HE SERVES HOT CHOCOLATE IN IT. & HE WORKS WITH KIDS! IT'S LIKE PROFESSOR!DANIEL ALL OVER AGAIN. ::swoons::

So in conclusion? I still heart Michael Shanks & he needs to kiss girls more often & I NEED TO SEE IT.

[info]blossyn, I got your card today! ::glomps:: IT PWNS, SRSLY. ::giggles:: & I loved the little Rodney pretty you sent! MWAH! & I also got your gifty too, [info]fireflyfailure! I adore my hand mirror & you made me a mixie! ::kisskiss:: I can't wait to listen to it.

I have TWENTY-NINE TABS OPEN IN ONE WINDOW. You guys post a LOT! ::hugs all of you superhard::

& also? I can't believe it took me this long, but I've fallen in love with Iron & Wine's Evening On the Ground (Lilith's Song) so hard. It makes me think of John Sheppard (& actually, though I haven't SEEN it yet, [info]hollywoodgrrl has a John vid set to this song over at [info]sync_slaying!) & a LOT of Daniel/Vala - the dusky, sexy, dusty feeling of it makes me think of them. & the lines we were born to fuck each other one way or another & you will never make me learn to lay beneath a mountain helps a bit too. Ah, Daniel & Vala. ::hugs them::

Lastly! Because I got a pretty new camera (which I need to NAME), I'm going to try my hand at the ol' photo meme!

This is how you play:
1) Comment with three things you want me to photograph. It can be anything from the contents of my fridge to the view from my window.
2) I will take the photos.
3) I will then upload the photos for you to look at.

& I WILL take a pic of my bed - it is SO pink & so . . . me, that it MUST be seen by everyone!

O, & because I JUST saw it & I DO believe it's still going on: My thread on the LJ OTP meme. Let's see who you all are shipping me with anyway!

12/19/07 11:56 pm - (two silent birds circled by)

Right, so, an update would be nice.

Well, I got all my Christmas shopping done, finally & sent out my packages on Monday. The lines weren't too bad, only five people ahead of me, so that was nice. & now I'm on a twisted parody of a holiday, so I'm quite happy right now! I'm SO glad to have my time off - there's going to be lots of bubble baths, shopping, SG-1 marathons, Farscape marathons, sleeping all day, staying up all night, giggling, manicures, fangirling, flailing, music playing && - moving into my new room hopefully! That's the bit I'm most excited for!

Also found out I'll be dragged over to family's on Christmas day - BOO! I just want to stay home & play with my pretty things & watch lots of . . . stuff. I could have done something with them on Christmas Eve, but the last time I did that, I threw up on Christmas Day, so I'm going to try going on Christmas instead. Hopefully there won't be a repeat of Betsy being sick FOR NO FRAKKING REASON then!

& fandom! I finished season nine of SG-1 tonight FINALLY, & if I may do a bit of flailing )

I got up to Morpheus tonight but I WANT MOAR SG-1 NOW.

& before I actually end this update, I have a song to share! A pretty song that feels very Daniel-esque to me, so I think some of you may like it - & even if you haven't seen any SG-1, you should still download it - it's very lovely.

Kate Bush - Lyra

. . . We don’t know how
There will be a way
Out of the storm
We will find home

& her soul walks beside her
an army stands behind her

& her face full of grace
two worlds collide around her
The truth lies deep inside her

. . . .

& the stars look down upon her
As darkness settles on her

Who’s to know what’s in the future
But we hope we will be with her
We have all our love to give her


(yes it IS from The Golden Compass soundtrack, but I think it would fit Daniel in seasons one through six very well.)

12/14/07 12:06 am

Supernatural 3x08 - A Very Supernatural Christmas )

OMG, ALLI, I GOT YOUR PACKAGE TONIGHT! ::GLOMPS:: I had NO idea that you were sending me something & OMG thank you so much! ::TACKLEHUGGLES:: & it came at the best time, since I'm going shopping for your Christmas present this weekend too. ::winks::

& as a quick side note - I don't think I've ever been as cold has I've been today before - not even in Tahoe, which I'm missing so fiercely I could cry.

12/13/07 01:46 am - (we have all our love to give her)

My deliciously cracktastic dreams have returned! ::hugs them::

the first one, in which Rodney McKay wants me, then turns into my kitty, & the second one, where SG-1 is being eaten from the inside out by Replicator blocks. )

Mmm, crack!dreams. & Rodney!gropage dreams! AWESOME.

Speaking of cute Stargate boys, HOW COME NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT VALA HANDCUFFING CAMERON FRAKKING MITCHELL TO A DAMN BED?

Cameron. Handcuffs. Bed. Vala HANDCUFFING him to said bed.

HOW COULD NO ONE INFORM ME OF THIS?! ::flails like a maniac:: O, FUCK. I love Vala/Cameron, I DO! (& damn, Vala's a kinky girl, isn't she? ::grins:: I LOVE HER EVEN MORE NOW.)

But still - VALA/CAMERON & FRAKKING HANDCUFFS?! I AM IN LOVE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

Okay, veering slightly off-topic here, my Vala mix now has a title! Well, at least a tentative title, which is good enough for now! I'm having fun picking out songs for her - Vala's awesome!

Got to touch Farscape DVDs today - I NEED MOAR FARSCAPE PEOPLE, I REALLY DO. (I've stepped back from it temporarily, just so I can finish SG-1, but as soon as I do, I AM GETTING BACK INTO FARSCAPE. AERYN! JOHN! AERYN SUN! ::squee::) I may buy seasons two through four if I can find them.

Also for the SGA fen on my flist - have you seen this yet? Gods Rest Ye Merry Stargate Folk - a Christmas homage to SGA/Rodney!! Srsly, go watch it, it is AWESOME.

& lastly, I am definitely buying this ring for myself after Christmas - Hello Kitty with STRAWBERRIES!! Sweet Lolita!Hello Kitty! WITH STRAWBERRIES! That's the ring I saw at the Sanrio store a while back & tried on - it's beautiful & I'm definitely hoping to get it.

Okay, bedtime for Betsybop now. ::meows::

12/12/07 01:35 am - (when the buzzer rings, they're walking like an Egyptian)


When I arrived in the City in 1950, I came overland by train and took ferry from the Oakland mole to the Ferry Building. And San Francisco looked like some Mediterranean port - a small white city, with mostly white buildings . . . I thought perhaps it was Atlantis, risen from the sea.
- Lawrence Ferlinghetti, San Francisco Poems


It's been so cold here in Middle Lantea. Cold enough that the muscles in my ankle are killing me & making it hard to walk & cold enough so that I wake up shivering every morning, even in flannel pajamas & under several blankets.

Rain is coming soon. I've missed it.

Going Christmas shopping this weekend! I'm actually looking forward to it, mostly because I already know what I'm getting for whom, so I won't have to fight my way through (too!) many crowds. I still can't believe Christmas is so soon!

An unexpected windfall has come my way! Some of you may remember how I was discussing my plans for redecorating my room, but it looks like I got something even better: I'm going to be switching rooms with Mother! Father, apparently, has long since planned this & says he'll paint her room & put new carpeting down after Christmas & I can move in. I'm actually really looking forward to it, because I want to make my room a shrine to all things lovely & spaceprincess! I lose the loft I was going to make, but I get a nice set of windows & a real door. I think I'm okay with that.

& a meme! This I was double-tagged for by Kim ([info]geeky_webmaster) & [info]duckduck!

Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

(&!) )

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My thread over at the Holiday Love Meme, Secret Santa Style Pt. 2. Just in case you wanted to comment over there!

SO. I watched Beachhead & The Powers That Be last night & Ex Deus Machina & Babylon last night.

so I can fangirl a little here! )

I discovered that I apparently have a very wicked thing for Cameron Mitchell. IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED, but dude, it's the ACCENT. That accent makes me rather weak in the knees, I'm sorry! Just . . . Cameron!

Though I think I'll never be able to call him Cam - that's what most people call my mother, as her name is Camilla - we call her Cam or Cammie, but I call her Charlotte. When I hear him being called Cam, I think of my mother.

Also, a little known fact - I was a Cameron once! I was eight & had decided that my name would be Cameron for a while. So I'm already kind of fond of him because we share a name . . . sort of. ::giggles::

& while we're on the topic of Sir Cameron the Cute, [info]chase_acow posted a HOT Ben/Cameron/John picspam at her LJ!

LEATHER OMG. ::licklick::

Okay, there ends my Cameron babbles. For now.

I'd also like to take this moment to say that Nisha ([info]colonel_taisa) IS AN ENABLER OF THE MOST EVIL PORPORTIONS. She's convinced me to write Vala fic! & I'm DOING IT. I can't believe it. Plus, there's DDR in it & possibly Cameron & Daniel. OMG HOW AM I SO EASILY MALLEABLE? ::pokes Nisha:: I haven't even STARTED to tell you all about the huge Surfer!'Gateverse!AU we're working on . . . okay, THAT one was partly my fault, what with Surfer!Lorne & Surfer!Vala&Cam visuals, BUT SHE STARTED IT, I SWEAR.

(Yes, a Surfer/Beach full 'Gateverse AU. Containing McShep AND Jack/Daniel, plus Vala/Cameron. WE ARE ON CRACK, I KNOW. But hey, Surfer!Cameron! Beach!Bum!John & Ronon! Surfer!Vala! All good things, right?)

& now, how about some music? Yes, music! Well . . . mostly some songs of the Sam/Daniel persuasion, but there's some Daniel/Vala music too! Remember to comment if you download!

Vienna Teng - The Tower

The one who survives by making the lives
Of others worthwhile
She's coming apart
Right before my eyes
The one who depends on the services she renders
To those who come knocking
She's seeing too clearly what she can't be
What understanding defies

. . . She carries the act so convincingly the fact is
Sometimes she believes it
That she can be happy the way things are
Be happy with the things she's done

And now I need not to need
Or else a love with intuition
Someone who reaches out to my weakness and won't let go
I need not to need
I've always been the tower
But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow


I ♥ this song for Sam&Daniel - it's so sweet & gentle & just very wonderful for them, especially in season seven, I think.

Liz Phair - Favorite

Lost you once you were hard to find
Got you back you didn't look like mine
Thought we were falling apart but you make me feel so pretty
Like you did, like you did
Like before, like before
Like we will, like we will
Be doin' it once more


::giggles:: It's cute & fluffy & makes me think of Sam/Daniel pillow fights in the early morning at Sam's place.

Bif Naked - Lucky

It was a Monday, when my lover told me,
"Never pay the reaper with love only."
What could I say to you, except, "I love you."
And "I'd give my life for yours."

. . .

My dear, It's time to say thank god for you.
I thank god for you in each and every single way.


Sam & Daniel in Meridian. ::sniffles:: If I could, I would definitely vid them to this. It's sad, but very beautiful for them. It's even a little reminiscent of the things Sam says at Daniel's bedside.

Liz Phair - Flower

. . . O, MAN, I love this song. It's so dirty, but it's so good. It's a TOTAL Daniel/Vala song! ::grins::

Lovage - To Catch A Thief

. . .

Come in off that roof top
You're so handsome dressed in black
See you in the shadows
I'd like to see you on your back
Take this precious treasure
And I will treasure you

We'll run away my dear
Some place special have no fear
We'll even change our names
We'll be kinky, we'll be strange


Hee! I love this as a Daniel/Vala song, I really do. Of course, it also doesn't help that I keep imagining Chanteuse!Vala singing this in some smokysexy nightclub in a slinky blue-black dress. ::grins::

The Pipettes - I Like A Boy in Uniform (School Uniform)

Okay, I'm uploading this as sort of an in-joke between Nisha & myself, but some of you might like it!

The Dandy Warhols - Scientist

Okay, this song is kind of repetitive, but when I heard it, I immediately thought of a) Rodney freakin' McKay & b) LANTEAN RAVE PARTIES! LANTEAN GEEK DANCE PARTIES! ::raves in the science labs::

The Bangles - Walk Like An Egyptian

. . . Okay, so, I MAY or may not have been listening to this a few days ago & suddenly though, 'O, Sam TOTALLY would have sent Daniel this song as a joke & he'd secretly keep it on his iPod & sometimes play it while making dinner, definitely' - really! But, um, here, you can have it! ::looks innocent::

12/9/07 10:21 pm - (words are a sawed-off shotgun)

I mostly haven't been updating lately (with real content, that is) because every time I open Semagic to say something vaguely real-life/non-fandom related, I realise how stupid & insipid it is & talk myself out of updating or posting. But that ends tonight, because on Saturday night, I got to have dinner with my mother, brother, sister&brother-in-law & my adorable niece at The Cheesecake Factory! Seriously people, if you ever get the chance to go to one, GO. The food is amazing & one plate of something will fill you up! We didn't get any cheesecake because we were all so full, but still, BEST DINING EXPERIENCE OF EVER.

Of course, the best part of being there was the fact that we were on the top floor of Macy's here in San Francisco, so we basically had an amazing outddor view of Union Square, the St. Francis Hotel & about half of downtown San Francisco. It was breathtaking. We could see the beautiful Christmas tree & menorah in Union Square (& the people lighting it for Hanukkah!) & I could see Borders & o . . . it was amazing. When we got outside, my mouth was literally hanging open for at least ten seconds!

But OMG it was so cold out! My Betsyboobies were freezing!

I snapped several rooftop pictures for you, Tashi ([info]lost_little_nat)! & I may have a decent one of myself . . . maybe.

& o, my niece is just so adorable! Everywhere she went, people were oooing & aahhhing over her - & for a picture, she sat on my knees! She is, simply, the cutest little strawberrything I have ever seen. ::cuddles her:: & she even kissed Mother & I goodbye!

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Someone uploaded a full zip for my Daniel mix. A full, over one hundred MB zip with ID3 tags just for my silly little mix! I am blown away by the kindness of that person! Seriously, people can be very sweet!

& OMG SISSI [info]thisissirius, I GOT YOUR PACKAGE! OMG, OMG THANK YOU SO SO MUCH! ::GLOMPS YOU:: I LOVE the picture! As soon as I move into my new room, IT IS BEING HUNG UP RIGHT NEXT TO MY BED. & OMG YOU WROTE ME JOHN/RODNEY & MATCHMAKER!SAM! ::more Betsyglomps:: (she sent me a picture of 1969!SG-1 & she wrote me the most ADORABLE John/Rodney with Matchmaker!Sam ficlet AND? She drew me pie! PIE!) I got it RIGHT AS I WAS LEAVING for dinner & when I opened it in the car, I was all 'SQUEEOMGSISSI!' ::still more tackleglomps from the Betsy::

I did shopping with my pappy on Saturday. He was in less of a venomous, bigoted mood, so it wasn't so bad, but it wasn't that much fun either. I did however, get my new printer! I was going to pay for it myself (I'd even saved for it!), but he paid for it instead. Then we drove to a second Target so we could get one of my Christmas gifts, namely, a Hello Kitty toaster! He actually got it for me (though I can't have it until Christmas), then we stopped at See's Candy & he got me a little box of chocolate with PINK COCONUT BONBONS in them & my favourite cherry-filled chocolates & let me pick the rest. Plus, we got a soft center box for Mother & I.

PINK COCONUT BONBONS, PEOPLE. PINK CANDIES!

He wouldn't let me buy the pink Hello Kitty hairdryer though. Pout! But I can order that on the website! & also (if I wanted to, but I don't really) the Hello Kitty popcorn maker, the Hello Kitty water dispenser, the Hello Kitty lamp, the Hello Kitty waffle maker . . .

Also, [info]chase_acow posted a pretty Michael Shanks/Daniel Jackson picspam at her LJ! ::bounces like a frilly cupcake girl::

Also reread Good Omens last week - Aziraphale! ♥♥♥♥ Crowley! ♥♥♥ Their big damn gay ineffable love! ♥♥♥♥♥ Ah, I love that book.

Also, I DO feel that I'm experiencing slight Cameron & Vala withdrawal - must watch more SG-1! ::gropes Vala & Cam::
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